Introduction
Well...I guess introductions are important huh? Anyway forget it, I don't wish to reveal my real name. Just know me as half a goose will do. I am a simple guy from a poor family, I never had a good life since young. I do not get to enjoy so much like others and have so many possessions. Anyway this is my life and I need to accept it. From young, I have always been mistreated by adults, this is why I hate childhood so much. Just because I am a kid, they do not respect me and give me chances to explain myself. I have been suffering humiliation all these years of my life. Why should all these happen to me instead of others. Well? I guess I must have done too many wicked things in my past life.
Now in secondary school, I am having a very fucked up life. I would like to add that I am someone who curse and swear. Sometimes we use vulgarities for the sake of emphasis. It is not because we are not decent, so please understand. Presbyterian High School is a school which really sucks so the core. You really feel as if you are entering the gates of hell every morning. They are selfish people, only concern about how the school can make more money. Fortunately, there are some caring teachers. I thought I would have a better life now. Unfortunately, many unexpected things happen to me. I can't control them man. I tried making friends, I was nice to everyone. Seriously, I do not understand why would some motherfucking bastards in the class would wanna purposely spread rumours and allegations about me and destroy my reputation. In the end, the almost the whole class hated me as they believed in those rumours. They thought I was that kind of person and always gossiped about me. Honestly, I feel the people who believe in rumours are more moronic than those who actually spread them. I mean what the fuck was all these about. I have never offended anyone before and why would I wanna waste my time man. Am I so free to go and offend others? They are cowards, coz they only dared to ridicule and mock me behind my back. They did not dare to come right in front of me because they knew they were making them up themselves. There was another gang of fuckers and 1 of them is my frend. It was this fuking indonesian bastard who intend to bully me for whatever fuking reason. He corrupted his friends and ask the whole gang of his to ridicule, humiliate and treat me like a fool. There was nothing I could do as I was on my own. I had no back up. They targeted me as I was the only one who did not have any gang. That's why bullies are fucking "hum ji bo ji." They only dare to pick on those with no friends. Anyway in a gang, I feel that no one is your real friend. Everyone is merely making use of one another. For the whole of sec 1,the bloody form teacher picked on me. Now in a new class, everyone are nice dudes. but I don't really talk to anyone. I am not used to their conversations. Life is barely better now. That is all I have to say about my secondary life.
My primary school days were a million times better. Yea I did suffer a lot in there too. It was partly my fault. I still have some vivid memories of those times. I have lost contact with many friends and hope to find them. I miss those days.
So many negative and unpleasant things huh? Alright I shall now share some cool things about meself. I am someone who cherishes relationships. I accept anyone for who they are. If you are willing to be my friend, I will treat you the best I can. I am a very loyal person, That is perhaps why people take advantage of me. I have some good friends and buddies and I am glad to meet them. They helped me a lot. A frend is someone who be there for you when you need some to talk to and help you when you are in need. Being a frend is not following a friend's actions. I do magic as a hobby and really enjoy it. I hope to take up skateboarding real soon and guess I will like it. From young I have never played any sports and hopefully skateboarding will be the sport for me. Now I am concentrating on my N leves and putting lots of effort in it. My goal is to at least get 4 As. My dream in life is to find a job in the music industry and become a music producer. I am gonna use music to make me earn millions. To me whats most important is that u r happy in life. You choose the way u wana live and nobody can stop you.
Now in secondary school, I am having a very fucked up life. I would like to add that I am someone who curse and swear. Sometimes we use vulgarities for the sake of emphasis. It is not because we are not decent, so please understand. Presbyterian High School is a school which really sucks so the core. You really feel as if you are entering the gates of hell every morning. They are selfish people, only concern about how the school can make more money. Fortunately, there are some caring teachers. I thought I would have a better life now. Unfortunately, many unexpected things happen to me. I can't control them man. I tried making friends, I was nice to everyone. Seriously, I do not understand why would some motherfucking bastards in the class would wanna purposely spread rumours and allegations about me and destroy my reputation. In the end, the almost the whole class hated me as they believed in those rumours. They thought I was that kind of person and always gossiped about me. Honestly, I feel the people who believe in rumours are more moronic than those who actually spread them. I mean what the fuck was all these about. I have never offended anyone before and why would I wanna waste my time man. Am I so free to go and offend others? They are cowards, coz they only dared to ridicule and mock me behind my back. They did not dare to come right in front of me because they knew they were making them up themselves. There was another gang of fuckers and 1 of them is my frend. It was this fuking indonesian bastard who intend to bully me for whatever fuking reason. He corrupted his friends and ask the whole gang of his to ridicule, humiliate and treat me like a fool. There was nothing I could do as I was on my own. I had no back up. They targeted me as I was the only one who did not have any gang. That's why bullies are fucking "hum ji bo ji." They only dare to pick on those with no friends. Anyway in a gang, I feel that no one is your real friend. Everyone is merely making use of one another. For the whole of sec 1,the bloody form teacher picked on me. Now in a new class, everyone are nice dudes. but I don't really talk to anyone. I am not used to their conversations. Life is barely better now. That is all I have to say about my secondary life.
My primary school days were a million times better. Yea I did suffer a lot in there too. It was partly my fault. I still have some vivid memories of those times. I have lost contact with many friends and hope to find them. I miss those days.
So many negative and unpleasant things huh? Alright I shall now share some cool things about meself. I am someone who cherishes relationships. I accept anyone for who they are. If you are willing to be my friend, I will treat you the best I can. I am a very loyal person, That is perhaps why people take advantage of me. I have some good friends and buddies and I am glad to meet them. They helped me a lot. A frend is someone who be there for you when you need some to talk to and help you when you are in need. Being a frend is not following a friend's actions. I do magic as a hobby and really enjoy it. I hope to take up skateboarding real soon and guess I will like it. From young I have never played any sports and hopefully skateboarding will be the sport for me. Now I am concentrating on my N leves and putting lots of effort in it. My goal is to at least get 4 As. My dream in life is to find a job in the music industry and become a music producer. I am gonna use music to make me earn millions. To me whats most important is that u r happy in life. You choose the way u wana live and nobody can stop you.