Tuesday, October 9, 2007

The irony of the irony about myself

Who is that weakling over there? He got no friends, no gang of his own! What a loser! If you wanna humilate him, you can do it anytime. He will not fight back.

Indeed! I got no support from anyone in school. I am by myself, just one person by myself. Those cowards who only have the guts to come in front of me in one group, thinks I am indeed someone who is helpless. Well...I shall use this opportunity to reveal a secret here. You know what? I got those friends who have a massive network out there. People who are a trillion times stronger than that few cb kias in my school. If I were to call my people down, those dudes will be so doomed. They would wish they have never fucked with me. I am telling ya, my friends ain't people at my age. They are twenty over years old. In fact, I don't even need to call a gang down. Perhaps one or two will do.

This is the irony about me. I have power but I ain't using it. I can squash those sons of sluts so easily. I know the people. What is it that is holding me back? Perhaps it is just not worth it doing these. I should not get myself into trouble because of this useless bastards with no lives huh? Another irony is my three friends who have the biggest network are the ones who told me not to do such things. Ben, a magic friend of mine belongs to a gang of four guys from tamasek poly known as the Gentlemen Establishment. They are capable of stopping anyone. Shufi, a magic friend as well, he told me not to get involved in this kind of things. Haziq, another magic friend also advised me not to. This friend of mine, I got to know him at the magic hall. He knows of someone who actually broke a guy's ribs and went to court. Haha! The strongest people I know are my magic friends. Seriously, if not for magic I would have these people behind my back. This is Singapore. There is no way you can escape if you did something wrong. Fortunately, I do have a few friends who care for me. Perhaps all these sufferings is to make me become a resilient person. If I have not been through all that, I would never knew how it is like to get bullied by others. The experiences would make me a better person. Hopefully, life will change for me soon.