Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Whatever

Sometimes, I have to post about my personal feelings too. Not just what I did, where I've been, which friend I hanged out with or which bitch I met.

I am glad I have friends who are always helping me out in life and I mean friends who are genuine. I ain't bragging here like some morons who blog about how great their friends are but little do they know they are on the verge of being screwed. Indeed, in this planet we are living in, there are people who are good to us and we have a place in their hearts. In short, life would not be better without them. Whereas there are some people who are playing bastards 24/7 and will not give up until they see you dead or make you lick their shoes. And seriously, I had enough of this kind of assholes. I could have got their asses whipped easily, but I did not make that move.

In conclusion, there are people who will try their best to save you all the time and there are those wants to kill you for no reason whatsoever. You don't need to offend them or do something to make them hate you. They are born with the mission to eliminate you from this planet. At the same time, there is a minority who are born with the mission to protect you from dangers.

I am sick of the bullshits I see everyday. On the other hand, I learnt that we cannot afford to lose those whose mission is to protect you and be wary of those whose mission is to get rid of you. I also learnt that we cannot always rely on those who are here to protect us. At times, we have to fight back and make those who wants to kill us fear us. We should not do nothing and get ourselves killed because we lost hope.

Although I don't have many friends, I accept people for who they are unless they choose to be a retard. You think my close friends have the same personality as me? Let me be honest, our personalities have a vast difference. But we can be friends because there is trust and respect between us. Most people in this planet thinks a good friendship or any relationship depends on the happiness. Frankly, happiness is the thing that deceives us and causes us to be backstabbed by those whom we thought will be our brothers initially. This is my advice to all of y'all, forget the fun, joy, gay moments whatsoever. Trust and respect are the two most important tools for two people who work anything out in life. If you offers a person blowjobs everyday but do not even take him for who he is as a person, it is really a bogus relationship that is taking your life away. You guys understand my analogy huh?

Lastly, I learnt that we defintely must never change ourselves just after hearing some lame criticisms about us from some dickheads. Remember, we are who we are. If you got a style that someone can't stand, do not be a loser and listen to his bullshit. Be happy with the way you are. Unless of course, there is a big problem with you that is unusual, then you ought to change. If not, do not change yourself to make others respect you. You will end up only screwing your entire life up. There is this guy I know whom I don't consider a friend, he is unnatural from head to toe, and now his friends have left him. In conclusion, it is whether people want to accept you for the way you are.

I admit that people find that I am very stuck up, especially those who never met a person like me before. Furthermore, you can hardly find someone with the same personality as me in this country. But when people get to know who this stuck up freak is which is me, I immediately become a different person in their minds. So seriously, I ain't bothered by what some jerks think of me, as long as I know who I am. I have said my piece. And for anyone who thinks I got a problem because I don't act like ya, FUCK OFF!