And that has made all the difference
After all the years of effort and hard work for the sake of making a difference in my life, I realised we do not always get the expected results. I will be going to a place known as Temasek Polytechnic. I have gotten into business/logistics and operations manangement/marketing. I am glad I am able to study something which suits me and can benefit me in life.
When I saw the results via sms in my handphone, I immediately remedied that I cannot always be so sure that I will achieve what I want. I was quite dissatisfied of course as you all know I wanted to enter mass communication. I did not even make it to any of my first few choices. Apropos, it is written on my tagboard that I almost died. This is the analogy of what happened. Throughout the five years, I know deep in my heart I have give it all. Things went quite smoothly initially. My effort paid off on the whole. Last year, I assumed it would not be of any problem to me and I will do as well as before. I had setbacks unexpectedly though. I felt hardships inexorably during that period of time. It is pointless to describe the events in detail as I do not wish to bring up the past. Well, I did not know such things would happen and thought everything would go in my way. I did not performed as well as I thought I will, but I still managed to barely pull through and did my best afterwards.
In the end, I had results which I refused to believe I had them, cause I knew I supposed to achieve much better than that. For the past few months, I have not been doing well at all, though I may appear to be lively on the outside. I just found it difficult to forget everything as I knew this should not have happened, which is irrevocably the fact now. And it really feels melancholy when although my results was not bad, I still did not make it to the first few choices. And I believe all my friends got what they at least wanted although they did not do as well as I did. The irony of the irony in life huh? Things turn out well when you do not feel positive and things becomes trash when you feel positive.
That was somewhat an account of my life last year. And just recently for the past two days, I have sorted it out. Perhaps there is a reason why I have to go Temasek poly. There may be just something great awaiting there. Now I should work on how can I do well in poly and not look back at the past. I should not be disappointed anymore and be positive of the future. Honestly, I am glad I am entering Tp. I wanted to go Np very much, in the end I am going to Tp. At least I get to travel to a different environment. It is also a chance for me to unwind as I have already been so stressed for such a long time. If I am in mass communication, there will be intense competition as there are smart asses around. Moreover, it will be more stressful in Np. In the course I am going to, it is much more relaxing and I may meet good people there too. I guess there is something good behind everything after all. Now I know I should not have too much hopes on something and the notion that what I expect will happen eventually.
My life is about to get better and that has made all the difference!
When I saw the results via sms in my handphone, I immediately remedied that I cannot always be so sure that I will achieve what I want. I was quite dissatisfied of course as you all know I wanted to enter mass communication. I did not even make it to any of my first few choices. Apropos, it is written on my tagboard that I almost died. This is the analogy of what happened. Throughout the five years, I know deep in my heart I have give it all. Things went quite smoothly initially. My effort paid off on the whole. Last year, I assumed it would not be of any problem to me and I will do as well as before. I had setbacks unexpectedly though. I felt hardships inexorably during that period of time. It is pointless to describe the events in detail as I do not wish to bring up the past. Well, I did not know such things would happen and thought everything would go in my way. I did not performed as well as I thought I will, but I still managed to barely pull through and did my best afterwards.
In the end, I had results which I refused to believe I had them, cause I knew I supposed to achieve much better than that. For the past few months, I have not been doing well at all, though I may appear to be lively on the outside. I just found it difficult to forget everything as I knew this should not have happened, which is irrevocably the fact now. And it really feels melancholy when although my results was not bad, I still did not make it to the first few choices. And I believe all my friends got what they at least wanted although they did not do as well as I did. The irony of the irony in life huh? Things turn out well when you do not feel positive and things becomes trash when you feel positive.
That was somewhat an account of my life last year. And just recently for the past two days, I have sorted it out. Perhaps there is a reason why I have to go Temasek poly. There may be just something great awaiting there. Now I should work on how can I do well in poly and not look back at the past. I should not be disappointed anymore and be positive of the future. Honestly, I am glad I am entering Tp. I wanted to go Np very much, in the end I am going to Tp. At least I get to travel to a different environment. It is also a chance for me to unwind as I have already been so stressed for such a long time. If I am in mass communication, there will be intense competition as there are smart asses around. Moreover, it will be more stressful in Np. In the course I am going to, it is much more relaxing and I may meet good people there too. I guess there is something good behind everything after all. Now I know I should not have too much hopes on something and the notion that what I expect will happen eventually.
My life is about to get better and that has made all the difference!