Time for a break

There will always be a time when someone needs to stop whatever he is doing and just take a break. I have decided to take a break.

Honestly, I am extremely exhausted. I am tired of everything. I need to rest. I am not going to strive to do well in anything for now. I will just take anything that comes and follow where the wind blows. What's meant to be mine will be mine and what isn't will never be mine. For the whole of last year, nothing went in my way. Despite the effort I put in, hoping for something positive to happen, only bullshit showed up at the end. I am really tired of working so hard trying to be number one. I was once number one and that was an achievement I had. It is a fact that will remain throughout my life. Unfortunately, I had to meet my downfall. I tried to do well as what I expected but to no avail.

Now I will just do my best, but I will not have any intention to be the best. I guess this is a lesson for me, one cannot always be at the top and things do not always go the way we want. Perhaps this is the life for me now. I now pronounce myself shutting down, for a very long time. It is really time for a break.